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About Me Official Beta Tester Deviant of Many Talents Victoria Elliott17/Female/United Kingdom Recent Activity Deviant for 4 Years
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eighteen.

Journal Entry: Sat Oct 17, 2009, 9:21 AM

Possibly one of my least favourite numbers, yet as far as age is concerned it's rather a popular one. Appearance wise, eighteen to twenty-one is when you are, apparently, you're most attractive. So I'd best make the most of it, since according to that I'm going down-hill from here... At eighteen I'm given permission to legally purchase the products with which to slowly kill myself. Liver-bleach and Cancer-sticks, otherwise (and more commonly) known as alcohol and cigarettes are available for me to waste my money on, whereas before they were in that unreachable Narnia behind the checkout desk.

Hmm, apparently I'm reading too many books. I'm actually reading five but DA only gives me space for three of the titles. The other's I'm reading are The Hitch-hikers Guide and Sophie's World. Oh lord, no I'm reading six - The Deathly Hallows is another. If you count the fact that I read my A2 psychology book every night before I go to bed then that's seven. I think I will include that. The number seven pleases me.

I've recently written a lot of poetry. I say written. I've been working on a lot of poetry. Yes, that's more like it. None of it is finished, my latest poem "One Day." took me a about two weeks. I say two weeks, I didn't exactly focus on it. I started it two weeks ago and since then have neglected until now to complete it. However, now it has been completed I must say I'm thoroughly proud of it. I think the structure I've used is very interesting, however as far as subject content goes I didn't exactly break the banks for a metaphor or underlying meaning, I'm quite aware the topic within the poem is probably incredibly obvious. Although maybe that's because I wrote it. It started off being a message, a warning. Yet now exists as pixels of text on a website only few will select to view.

It's strange how life pans out. We seek to become the best, and have to settle for whatever life can spare to present us with. All positions are full here, sorry. Come back soon. We spend our lives on the conveyabelt, only to be deemed unacceptable and thrown in the trash. It doesn't matter how hard we try. We could be perfect, perfect for the consumer we sought to own us, yet there will always be something wrong. And Hello Mr Trash Collector.

Another evening out.
At least I can be safe in the knowledge that I spend my money on life.

  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: Alkaline Trio
  • Reading: The Shack / A Spot of Bother / The Handmaid's Tale
  • Drinking: Tea.

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